tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4933903325542249506.post216856876222228725..comments2023-04-15T02:50:14.564-07:00Comments on N E N || makeup . gaming . design: Jumping over the moon: My journey as a fatass ugly ducklingLorahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/10974920617487032999noreply@blogger.comBlogger3125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4933903325542249506.post-22945873788268610952012-02-19T11:05:08.652-08:002012-02-19T11:05:08.652-08:00haha yeah. i think a lot of people like to give of...haha yeah. i think a lot of people like to give off that impression. like there's this one guy i know who's a total douche now that his parents have bought him a fancy car and he joined a frat. but he used to go to my hs, and it's funny cause he used to be the most awkward kid ever! my closest friends are super weird though, and in a sense i think we're still pretty awkward hahaha. but i like that about us, because we never have to take things too seriously and we can just have a good time without worrying about the superficial stuff or how people might look at us :D<br />ugh yeah i totally know what you mean. that's probably why my eyebrows were untamed until college LOL. do you ever think that make up makes you more insecure? cause like for me, when i got into foundations and concealer, i felt like i noticed a lot more flaws because i had to cover them up. and then eye makeup made me feel like my eyes were too flat, and my brows too sparse. it's as if once you get on your better face, your normal face just seems so plain and imperfect in comparison? that's something i thought about since i don't have time for makeup anymore. feels pretty good to not care lol (:The Sneakerettehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17583897659768493218noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4933903325542249506.post-6072277451839948862012-02-19T01:02:12.628-08:002012-02-19T01:02:12.628-08:00You know I honestly don't know what to blog ab...You know I honestly don't know what to blog about sometimes.lol So I just start writing and rambling. Hence this post :P But glad you are human and had that awkward phase too. I feel like sometimes I'm surrounded by androids or meta humans who act like they've never been through any awkward moments growing up! But yeah I definitely think that everyone was kind of whatever as kids. We don't really have an opinion of beauty beyond what we thought was "pretty" or "handsome" back then. Like, back then I would never be like, "That girl's eye brows are too thick" stuff like that. I guess that's what makes it harder though as an adult. It's like, now have more perspective on things and flaws are easier to nitpick.Lorahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/10974920617487032999noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4933903325542249506.post-63847499491802050222012-02-16T15:16:45.212-08:002012-02-16T15:16:45.212-08:00you sure do assess lots of things more than the av...you sure do assess lots of things more than the average bear (: i think we all had our awkward phases in middle school, lol. i remember seeing an old pic that my friend put on fb one time, and i was unrecognizable to myself LOL<br />but yeah seriously, beauty IS really subjective, at least it is for me. i think it's way more important to be happy with yourself more than anything. there are some people in this world who are just blessed with good looks, but i've gotten over that because this was just the hand i was dealt, you know? i can never compare to them, but by MY standards, i've come a long way since the person i used to be, and im happy with that. i think that's why i'm really indifferent when people ask me for my opinion on someone's looks. cause to me, it's just so? that's how they look. i think anyone can be pretty if they take care of themselves and clean up nice.<br />ha, im not surprised you were the funny one (: i think i was just always the quiet studious girl on the outside, but all of my good friends know me to be quite weird :PThe Sneakerettehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/17583897659768493218noreply@blogger.com